What Is There In Me?

please enjoy my first made poem

i'm always striving to get it,
even one pulse is greater than the universe,
i know i'm not enough,
i know i'm not yet,
what is there to do to get the gold of you?

i'm always the eye,
but not the light,
while you is the sun,
that is the start,
what is there in me to get the shine of you?

the owl is crying,
hoping for the moon,
but the sky is there, still
surrounding the moon,
what is there to do to replace the gloom?

the cricket is singing,
but the flowers didn't bloom,
the louder the singing,
the faster it booms

and thus the dandelion flew,
hoping to get anew,
but the green never blue,
and the bud shall grew..

this poem was actually made
for someone very special
that i deeply love
and ...

i don't know..
whatever it is..
please don't think i'm weird